Sunday, December 18, 2016

Rindu Arwah Mak..

Uih bangun pagi ni..ati yong rase sejukkk..rase jauuuhh...golek2, kebil2..ropenye yong rindu arwah mak..pada yg masih tak tahu mak telah meninggalkan kami pada weeken cuti merdeka tahun sudah (2015). Mak kena infection masa wat operation lutut..2 minggu sebelum mak operate yong balik macam besa..kemas umah sket2..beli tudung mak..sepatutnye yong nak balik lg seminggu sblm mak operate..sbb yong rase xsedap ati..yong walau tak belajor tinggi..i could feel mak could not go thru the operation well..sbb ada masalah jantung..and she is old..tp sebelum operation dibuat doktor dah wat check up semua...everything seems good...barulah operation dilakukan. 

Tapi ati yong xsedap..yong call mak..mintak maap kat mak...sedihh sbb yong tak jd balik weeken tu sbb anak yong demam plk..

Ari mak wat operation..yong tepon mak lagi..sekali lagi yong mintak maap..huhu..i could smell something bad..could feel it..

Pagi sabtu kakak tepon ckp mak semput..nafas kuat..yong bgtau laki yong..yong nak balik sbb yong rase xsedap ati..mintak laki yong jaga yayan..as usual he says ok...(tq for your kind understanding yah)

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tanggal 29.8.15 mak pergi buat selamanye....Al Fatihah....


ps: mak adik rindu mak...but life must goes on..no matter what...ilang tempat mengadu...ilang tempat doa...she was the only mother in this world for me...adik pray you are in heaven now mak...amiin..u r such a great wife to abah...so obedient ! 


Lamaaaaaaanyer

Salam...sowi grammar tunggang langgang...haha...tp rase nak skipping ...arggh balun je le..

Ni bukan lagi bersawang...dah jadi mini safari blog ni...kui kui kui..segala ulor, rusa, bewak smua bersekudukan kat blog yong ni...


helloo people ! hello !!! efek gua ok... tp ada ke owg dengor?....xde xpe i talk alone as usual...i love being alone, walking alone sometimes...yong mmg spesis kuat berangan dan layan perasaan....cuma payah nak amik gambor je kalo pegi jln sensowg....but i changed a lot already..really a lot...i have favorite friends...i love them very much...sometimes i do bring them blk kpg...langkawi....le tewww...haha..nak angkut blk kpg talang..idok sio depa ngikut...ce ajok gi langkawi...mmg laju depa packing...haha..


i don't know why...feel like writing here after so looooong...last post 2014 kot...ni nak masuk 2017....3 thn yo ! but why? 


oh yong dah tukor koje...gajik sket, company kecit...but i enjoy...cuma at this age not easy to blend with the new environment...lucky im old enuf to blend with it...the new collegues..the new enviroment...the new boss....arghh not easy...sometimes it's really hard....but i try to make myself happy...we cant read people heart...but try to be nice to them...sometimes add up fake a bit..haha....


but something never change....masuk autumn / winter i will miss seoul...! can't take it sometimes...arghhhh....


alamak ...bos masuk.. bye...^_________^