Sunday, January 26, 2014

Mari Bersyukor II

Salam,

Lama yong tak menulih yak..minggu lps yong agak bz..

Sejak yong bawak yayan terapi Islam kat Sekolah Fakih..yong jarang Monday blues..sbb yong seronok berjumpe ibu bapa di sesi sharing kat sana setiap ahad..aura positif itu membawa ke isnin..jiwa yong tenang..hati yong kembang..munkin di kelilingi anak2 syurga..dan dapat berjumpe dan bercakap dgn kawan2 yg sama channel..hapy sgt..

Kome tgk tak Galaksi?..ala yg kat tv9, ari jumaat malam tu..citer gossip retis tu..yong kadang2 layan gak..ada satu slot pase anak pengacara rancangan tv9, Faiz (3 hari 2 mlm)..takde hempedu kalo tak silap yong..tubuh baby dia agak kuning..sedihh nye yong tgk..wife dia berhenti keje utk jaga baby mereka..terbit rase bersyukor yg amat sgt pd jiwa yong..wpun yayan childhood autisme..yong masih boleh bekerja..bersyukor..bersyukor sgt nikmat ni..tashud..tashud..kalo ada anak sakit yg memerlukan pengawasan rapi ibu bapa..salah seorang kena berkorban..argghh..tak sanggup nak pikir..it's tough..

semalam pagi pulak tgk kat Nasik Lemak Kopi O..ada adik Damia..takde kaki takde tangan..menulis dgn kaki..arghh..berjurei2 jg ayo mata yong..sgt tabah mereka..insaf dan bersyukor sgt dgn kehidupan seniri wpun sederhana...ya Allah ya Tuhanku apa lagi nikmat pemberian Tuhan yang harus kiter dustakan..kan?


beautiful girl, adik Damia - gambar ehsan mstar onlie

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Cuti2..dan kenangan..

Salam kengkawan..

Sabtu baru ni yong ngikut apok yayan ke Teluk Batik, kompeni tempat dia koje buat outing..lps tu apok yayan ajok balik kuale kangsor sbb dah 3 bulan dia tak balik sana..besa yong balik sowg je tetiap bulan utk kemaskan umah sket2..mak yong dah tak lalu dah..


dari Teluk Batik kitowg ikut jalan dalam ke kuale kangsor..biler ternampak je sign board Seri Iskandar..hati yong jadi sayuu..teringat kat seseowg..Allahyarham Kak Masnita..yong kenal arwah Kak Mas masa sekolah rendah, darjah 5..agak rapat jgk..yong admire dia sbb pandei main piano..tp biler lps darjah 6 dia masuk asrama..lps tu tak ponoh jumpe lansung dah..kira nye dalam facebook yong jumpe dia balik tahun 2008..kitowg sempat tegur 2 kali je..


yong ingat lagi, satu pagi mak yong call ckp kakak pada Kak Mas meninggal..yong pun terus masuk fb dia nak ucap takziah..sekali yong tengok semua owg tulis kat wall dia..Al-fatihah..yong heran sgt..hati yong tak sedapp..baca punye baca..rupe2nye dia yg meninggal dunia..kejung beku yong..seminggu jg yong down..sgt down..payah nak digest..seseowg yg baru yong jumpe balik dlm fb dah pergi buat selama2nya..arwah mengalami komplikasi semasa pembedahan melahirkan anak ke 3..


utk mu..ALLAHYARHAM KAK MASNITA ABD RASHID (1973-2008)..AL FATIHAH..semoga tenang dan damai di sisi Pencipta..amiiiin...



                dalam perjalanan...kalo sawah padi menguning..mmg superb view sini..


                                         my humble village home..

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

A Song Dedicated To My Autisme Son..

tau kan yong tengah crazy certain lagu2 Ellie Goulding..yong admire semangat dia, suara dia yg sebijik dlm CD waktu live show, bakat dia..yong suka tgk tulisan kat baju2 waktu dia buat live show..very positive words like COURAGE dll..jadi yong kalo tengah minat asyik cari gali itu je le..spisis 4 musim mmg mcm ni..hee

tp ada satu lagu slow dia yg mula2 yong taknak layan..bkn ape yong kekadang gemor ngat hanyutt..aih mula le nulih sajak, nyingkap kesah lama..udah2 le tu yong..MOVE ON ! tp semalam yong layan kan jugak youtube live show dia utk 'children in need'..baru yong paham lagu ni utk anak2 OKU..masa lagu tu tgh dimainkan background dia tunjuk kanak2 OKU dan parents depa..kemain hanyutt yong..as i feel the same channel as them...wpun rasenye beban mereka lagi berat..ape lagi bujerei2 le ayo mata..teresak2 yong ngobok..mujor apok yayan outstation..ape ke he plk yong ngobok dlm gelap bawah bantei?..hee
How long will I love you?
(by Ellie Goulding)

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you,
And longer if I can

How long will I need you?
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you?
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand

How long will I want you?
As long as you want me to,
And longer by far

How long will I hold you?
As long as your father told you,
As long as you can

How long will I give to you?
As long as I live through you,
However long you say

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you,
And longer if I may

We're all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Tukor Address Blog..

Salam kengkawan..pd sesiape yg sudi baca blog kecil2an ni, yong nak ngaborkan yong akan tukor nama blog kepada aisyahrafaei@blogspot.com
Dah lama terpikior nak tukor balik..so, better change it now..

tetiba, yong suka sgt kata2 dalam satu blog..ada satu quote tu..A CLIMB AFTER A FALL..yes! keep moving..keep doing..keep living..IT'S LIFEEE....


 A CLIMB AFTER A FALL 2007..haha..jauh bawak diri manjat GW after a fall..kakak hajah tu asenye taknak ngikut manjat sampei ujung..tp dengki nnti takde gambo dia plk..hee..indeed a beautiful memory..

Monday, January 6, 2014

Antara lirik lagu pembakor semangat..

Mulai ari ni yong tak nak dah letak lagu jenjiwang..nak letak lagu yg patriotik je..(ye ke..ke ari ni je..? muahehe) 2-3 entri yg 'hanyut' sebelum ni pun yong dah buang..

Antara lagu pembakor semangat yong..tak lain tak bukan pembakor semangat utk kuruss le ni..huhu..tetiap malam skrg ni layan youtube lagu Burn - Ellie Goulding..yong sukaaa bebenor minah ni..she's such an inspiration..badan pun cantik dan tegap sbb buat yoga..ahad lepas dengor 10 kali lagu Ellie terus capei beg pegi kolam..sampei sana..adehh..rameinye owg..terutama divers dan family depa..

tp disebabkan depa bersidei kat tepi2 tu..yong taknak bagi malu muka seniri..sampei ujung yong kayuh..besa 1/2  atau 3/4  kolam je..pastu patah balik..wpun time bos yong ada dia tempik..lantok kome le..sbb kolam kat  sini share dgn divers yg praktis diving..dia semakin mendalam..sesetengah kolam kat tengah dalamkan? mcm kat kelana jaya tu..tp kat sini ujung sekali 3.5meters tu...adoii..seramm le plk biler nampak lekuk kedalaman tu..tp alhamdulillah lps gak sampei ujung ahad baru ni..mmg jenis kena ketuk baru jalan yong ni...hee

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most yeah
just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on,cause

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

tejumpe gambo lama...

eh kome dah update buku Asb ke?..pejabat pos mesti penuh owg nak ngk dividen memasing..jap ni yong carik buku Asb terjumpe gambo ni plk...gambo masa kurus dan muda..skrg menuju ke arah senja dah..hee..besttnye kalo masih kurus mcm ni..huhu..pe lagi yong terus ke Acct dept utk numpang scanner depa..


warm winter in seoul, 2004 kot..sepatutnye tmpt ni utk ski..tp kerin kontang masa tu..tp tetap sejukk..sejuk kerin, satu badan jadi gatal..memalam yong garu tak sudah..

Nice words..

yong ponoh tejumpe ayat dlm omputih yg inspiring..kat mana ek?..kata2 utk membakar semangat..sesuei utk owg frust geguling..lebih kurang maksudnyer..

I should thanks a man who thrown me into a dark cave..at that time, i was so scared..really scared..i cried helplessly..but i told myself i must survive..yes ! i must survive..in such darkness, i could not see the way out and where to go..i'm not sure either up or down, right or left but i must try..yes ! i must try to crawl or walking slowly..until one day i saw a little bit of light..i m sure it's the way out..i follow the light and at last i see the bright world outside..

tp macam besa je ek..yg version asal tu bahase omputih nye fantastik..tak reti plk yong..